Am I Changing?

This is the question..2 months away from "home", Austin that is, and nearly that long in Australia. Weeks pass and they feel like months as everyday something new, different, or something I've never seen crosses my path, yet it all starts to look the same. I work, HARD at my job, serving coffee and lunch to those who broadcast live on the airwaves in Melbourne..wishing I was doing something else. But what? What do I want to do? Where is this journey taking me? Further down the road I've already been, in a different country, but the same ol shit, different country. I want to see something DIFFERENT. And so I'll leave Melbourne soon, in the next 6 weeks, and look for something else, something that isn't the same as I've already seen. Bush country perhaps..and some other kind of folks. Need to stop drinking in the city, and start soaking up the scenery..